Anger

Yes, I am angry. Angry at life's cruelty and love's unfairness. Normally, I am a person who is ok with almost everything. You won't hear anything from me, when I'm angry I just keep silent. I keep my anger all to myself, sometimes I just cry to let my anger subside. But now, crying doesn't help me anymore. No matter how hard I cry, this anger inside me won't go away, it keeps on coming back. I am angry at some people who I thought were special. I am angry at them for being rude and mean to me, for making me believe that they were different from others. I am angry at those special people who became indifferent to me without even telling me the reason why. I am angry at them for just throwing the special friendship away. I am angry at myself for believing all the lies. I am angry at him for leaving me like this, for treating me this way. I am angry at him for making promises he didn't intend to keep. I am angry at him for playing with my feelings. Yes, I am angry at him for a lot of reasons. The anger just keeps on growing and growing. The fact that he doesn't do anything makes me angry. I know too much anger is not good. I don't want that the time will come that I would hate him. I really don't want to hate him, no matter what he'll do. It's one thing I don't want to happen.