update

It's been awhile since I've blogged something. Guess I don't have much to say or maybe, I just don't know how to say it. I've been reading my past posts and I came to a conclusion that what I've written here are quite painful. I've been unfair for focusing on too much painful memories. There were really a lot of good and wonderful memories but I think I haven't posted even one blog about it. But anyways, moving on.. I'm doing better now compared to before, way lot better. I've finally seen the light that life has to offer. I learned to enjoy one day as it comes, and not to think of the past or the future. Wherever life may lead me, I can only embrace it one day at a time. This made me live life as normal as possible without the tendencies of shutting down in the middle of the day or even breaking down late at night. I can say I've been living life. Sometimes, there are still those hurtful and very painful moments, but I don't dwell on it as much as I did before. I just let myself embrace the feeling for a couple of minutes, sometimes an hour or so. Then I forget about it, and start living life again. It is true that we can't control how a person acts towards us, we need to learn how to live with it. Whether we take it at heart, or we just let it pass and not take everything so seriously. I've learned not to take things so seriously. What the heck?! Some people are not always what we think they are. Maybe they have an alter ego or an evil twin. What matters is not whether you love the person or not, it should be how they treat you, that is what should matter. If they don't treat you right, then the hell with them.

"Never doubt someone's love for you. If you find some imperfections, let it be. If you survived the pain, the happiness is satisfying. Never find the perfect love because love without pain is impossible."