It's been 6 months, 6 days since I left him. But still I can't forget him. I have this hole in my heart that's been there since I left him at the airport. I wake up with his face on my mind, I sleep thinking about him. Little things constantly remind me of him. I guess I really fell hard this time.
They say, true love comes when you least expect it. Yeah, I agree with that. I went to Taiwan not to find love, but to let go of a part of my life and to find myself again. But without expecting it, I found love. I didn't expect for me to fall this hard. Really. I know that some people can't imagine how someone can fall in love that fast. You don't plan love, you can't control love, it just happens. And when it does, there's no turning back, it consumes you without even realizing it. You slowly open your heart to that one person and you become vulnerable.
Only a few knows my story, the real story between me and him. Most people know parts of the story. Just little bit of this and that, not the entire story. Just a few really knows the detailed story of what exactly happened between me and him. Only a few.. and they are the ones who were with me through every thing. They were the ones I shared the smiles and cries of this true love.
I never really planned to write a blog of our story. But so many people are really dumbfounded of how this all started, I just want to shed some light. Yeah, I know most of you are thinking how I got to be so crazy like this, even though you don't ask me, I know. Some of you are wondering how I fell in love so deeply to someone I barely know. Even those people who knows the entire story get confused too. Honestly, our story is like a book. You won't really know what will happen next. You'll just know when you read the pages. Sometimes I can't really explain things, I can just feel it. Just between me and him, and nobody else can ever understand it, no matter how hard I try to explain. It just doesn't make any sense at all. I can only feel it in my heart and no words can ever explain it. Yeah, deep in my heart I know it is true love. I know it's the real thing. I just hope he'd realize that too.
Monday, December 12, 2005
True love??
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2 comments:
yeah i guess you're right... even i get confused sometimes, but that doesn't stop me from reading the chapters of your love story :) it was -and still is- definitely a great read for those who followed through the storyline, and will continue to be, for your blog readers, friends, and perhaps your future significant others (kids, mindy...your kids). :)
i never thought True Love does really exist. There are some people , including me, are still looking for the great love. A love will sacrifice and believe on everything even the odds are high. We've been sharing our thought and experiences for several months now. We give each other suggestions and advices. Thank you for that but i guess we are both stubborn to face the reality we are both facing righ now. And thats True love. I will continue my prayer for your happiness. Please do remember keep your happiness in your grasp and dont make it a mile away. My friend, I salute you for all the things you've believe about LOVE.
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