OH Life!

Life is confusing. Maybe because I think too much, maybe because I'm constantly searching answers to my questions. Today, I realized that not all questions can be answered. One hard lesson I've learned is to just accept things as how it is. Don't try to find answers, because maybe there is none. Just think of the wonderful moments and maybe it will erase all the sadness. Don't dwell on the past, live the present and think of the future. Maybe some people are just meant to come into your life, spend wonderful moments with you, but are never meant to stay forever. A painful reality to accept. But one day at a time, one step over the other, I will, I will... Letting go needs time. Acceptance needs time. Healing needs time. Forgetting needs time. Why dwell on it if even from the start there was nothing. Move on.. Maybe it's just not the right time. For who knows what the future will bring. Love is always a two-way street. Love is never one-sided. Never hope that someone will learn to love you. Love is one thing you cannot learn. It just doesn't happen that way. It's a feeling you have or don't have. Spare yourself the hurt from hoping that maybe there is something. When you're in doubt, maybe there really is nothing.