Whew!

Listening to: Kai - Say You'll Stay

As I've been pondering and wondering over the days until my head hurt, literally, it's such a relief to finally put things out in the open with such clarity. At least now, I don't have endless days and nights of thinking and worrying. All I can really say is, "Whew! Thank God!" I am really happy that now, I don't need to assume and worry about how things are between me and him. I am very much glad that it's now official, things are clear between us, crystal clear. As I am happy, it is at the same time very overwhelming. It's like my head is in the clouds, floating. This is a first for me, and I'm savoring every moment of it. Actually, very much enjoying every single second. I hope I'll make it right this time. :)