Is it?

Is it real? Or is it just a fantasy?

After so many sleepless nights, I finally realized that nothing is what they seem to be. I have been living in a fantasy. All made up by my own little mind. Nothing is real, it's all a dream. A dream that's so wonderful until I woke up.

When things seem to be too good to be true, maybe they are not. I thought I have learned my lesson, and yet still here I am, as stupid as I was. Stupidly believing, stupidly hoping and almost falling in love. Falling in love with someone I barely know, what's more stupid than that?

But now, I am awake. Hopefully in control of all things especially my heart.
Let him go.. He was never mine to begin with, it was all just a dream.
If he comes back, then maybe it wasn't a dream after all.

Listening to: David Cook - Always be my baby